This day I went to work. At work, Dani's mom called me to tell me that her dog had passed away on Thursday. They hadn't told Dani yet. She asked me to tell her when Dani left College Station. Dani and I got lunch. She seems happy. She has a lot going on in her life but she manages to stay positive. Back to work...
I decided I was going to go to daily mass at 5:30. It was a lot shorter than I had anticipated. Father talked about the good shepherd, who opens the gates for those who are deserving. Only thieves and robbers try to enter from elsewhere. A bad shepherd would run when their sheep were being attacked. Only the good shepherd would lead us out of disaster. Communion was about The Lord saying "I have given this up for you. Take it." Each time I repeated "I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed," I had this feeling go through my body. Is this the Lord talking to me? Father said "I've never heard God talk to me through my ears, rather through actions and through other people." I am undeserving but deserving all at the same time.
I went to sell an old purse to a local aggie. I went to the gym, unknowing how weak I truly was. I came home, took a shower then hung out with my roommates and their loud friends. In the end, I shouldn't complain about anything.
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